MY dearest

My DEAR Bf did some editing to our convo in e post below =_=

Now I shall blog what I wanted too, without my DEAR Bf disturbing me, =x


I wasn't drunk that nite at Rebel.
The fact that I drink was to bury my figging sorrows inside me.
Said i'm sensetive, I wouldn't denied that. Cos i'm get jealous so damm easily,
It might be something I build up since young?
Anyway I believe most of e chicks would agree with me!

All I want is for U! to only love ME No one but ME!
Cause I really really love U too!
I don't expect any luxurious life, I just want U to only love and care for ME,
I know Love is something that can't be force, which is why I always ask U, e same question again and again,(I know it tend to be irraiting, but I can't help it. I just need a confirmation to let my heart and mind stay in peace)
I really want all e negative thought that I have to be erase from my mind.

I LOVE U,and U know I do Nick


Trust in Him and He will always take care of you.( Bible Verse)

dun wan lei. i dun like. i nvr say like, lei.all my words GONE! OMG.. i type so so so long.. ahhhh!! nw have to :(retype.): can u let me type anot. u vry kpo. we izzit too long tgt. u noe if we r too long tgt nvr marry den next time we will think it's ok if we nt marry. my aunt say tgt 2 yrs enough to get marry liao. y must wait til so long den marry. (my ans: i gt no money. u think bill gates my father?) :( i hope he is.. haha.. u tok cock lo. u gt money u also wont marry me. cos u too handsome, so many gal wan. she c guy she horny. dun write this type of thing in me blog. go PEE! i wan to write i happy. u also can like tat write wat. LJ, dun make me fa biao. wat u wanna eat. i ask wat u wan to eat!!..!!..!! i dunno i ask lo. u fang pi lo. y so smelly. y u touch my neh neh. u dun anyhow write, later gt guy c my blog how.

k i went rebel to 1st time... wif... my...dear bf... n his friends.
i woun't say i've enjoy it. due to some random reason.
cos other gal come dance wif my bf.
wateva it's plz dun try this at home. WWE!!
wareva it's cherish ur relationship while it's still alive!!

A post

I'm not feeling very well now. =(

Sorry Kong Kong and Great Grandma can't visit u both at cementary.

I didn't slept well at all last night, I woke up fair few times last night.

Prolly because I can't get over that thing, getting paranoid again.

I'm sooo sensetive,can someone tell me how could I curb this bad habit?

I would said things out usually so that I'll feel better, but I reckon it's not a good choice to do yea? I don't want anyone to pity me.

Like what ppl have told me, I got myself into this and I have to get out myself too.

Anyway I went to a buffet with Nick, he's mum and me. It's call the Imperial Dinner, in the ship with travels to Kusu Island, Sentosa Cove and etc. Frankly speaking I didn't really enjoy it at all, expect for the nice scenery and nice photos and also good customers services. The food totally turn me down,so yep I wouldn't go there ever again.

My Birthday is coming soon, but I haven't got any plans, I dread that my birthday is arriving.

As I dislike the fact that I presume it won't be something really nice that would happen.

Oh well, I can't blame anyone, I just dislike people who doesn't kept to their promise and what they said. I take things seriously.

It's get colder each day :(

Blah Blah Blah, my rantings

I'm bored, as usual.
I have finally uploaded Pictures on my FB
I'm getting so lazy, tired and Paranoid! Maybe because i'm lack of slp.


Anyway I have decided to do smth different after work,
I change into my Pe Attire =_= and off I went for a walk/jog.
It was smth that I 'hv not done alone before, or rather I have not spent sometime for
ME,MYSELF AND I.
It's kinda nice trying new things out, so yep I want to make it a deal to myself that I'll do this at least once a week Yeah?!



I get paranoid when someone don't reply my text or answer my calls.
I swear I won't stop blasting their phone till I got a reply from them.
SHITTT! This is bad, I know. Darnn

I seem like talking to myself ehh? K enough bullshit for now.

I wanna slim down before my bday, so that I could wera pretty and nice clothing!



I'm sooooo gonna jot all my New Year Resolutions for 2010, and I must get them all done.
Soo must!

BOOO!

I have uploaded some pic in facebook, Pictures from the gathering and also Baby Phelove's pic!

I'm missing my besties, HuiZhen , corrine , denise

My jiejie glam ^^

My darling florence! All the best for your o's !

Somehow I just aus so much, I miss my relatives,church friends and my mates from uni.

Awww dammm I rmb one of my friend told me tat I gonna miss aus when i'm back, and yes it's so true. So would anyone like to sponser me a pair of air tickets and some money to shop over there? ( Dream on)

I need to go to bed now, to get my beauty slp. Very Impt!

I'm waiting for someone's text and call! What are ya doing my dear BF!

Smth That Came Into my mind

Happy Bday Daddy- Pray that your business get better
Happy Bday Godma- Wish that all you wishes will come true =)

Weekend are coming soon, Uncle David is coming to singapore.
Me and my relative will be having a wellcome party for him =)

Wondering how are we related?
He's my aunt's boss in aus
He's my boss too back in aus
He's my uncle's boss too
He's my aunt's ...( ....)

http://www.docfootball.com/coaches.php

Founded in Singapore in 2002 by David O’Connor the DOC Academy grew very quickly to become the leading Academy in the country. David was in Singapore coaching in the S-league and felt that there was very little coaching offered to the young children there. In December 2004 David returned to Melbourne and has spent almost a year setting up the Academy here to make sure that it was ready to offer the very best coaching to all the Academy kids. The most important thing was to get the right coaching staff and we believe that we have done that as all the coaches have been hand picked by David himself. There are two full time professional coaches at the Academy and the rest are part time combining coaching with their full time jobs.

lol, long story...
anyway my uncle is coaching at he's also the Academy coaching staff .


and and and he sometime make jokes like, '' no lah'' '' never lah''
oh well i'll stop here.

Will update soon.



And and and I'll update Baby Phelove pictures!
So Uber Cute! Cuteness to the MAXXX
Grats Caiquan and Pearl =DD

No Matter How Hard I Try,

It Will Always Be The Same.